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sophie_448) wrote2008-09-19 10:15 pm
sophie_448) wrote2008-09-19 10:15 pm
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Fic: Secrets and Lies (4.01 Missing Scene)
Title: Secrets and Lies
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sophie_448
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 345
Warnings: SPOILERS for episode 4.01, wincest, somewhat graphic m/m sex, unbeta'd
Summary: A brief little missing scene from last night's premiere. Don't know how this one hit the cutting room floor. *g*
Secrets and lies . . . secrets and lies.
Dean moves inside Sam and all Sam can think about is all the things he’s not telling his brother. They’re as close as they can be, closer than he ever thought they’d be again and that’s the problem.
He was sure Dean wasn’t coming back. He did everything he knew to do and then he came up with a few more things, but none of it did any good. More than one demon had laughed in his face at the mere suggestion of making a deal. So he accepted that he was just going to have to live as this shell of a person. He went ahead and embraced his psychic abilities and did what Ruby wanted him to.
But now. Now Dean’s back and the world is the way it’s supposed to be again, like Spring after Winter. And Sam – well he’s supposed to be Dean’s Sammy again. But he isn’t. He wishes he knew how to get back, but he’s afraid that maybe pretending is the best he can do.
“Sammy?” Dean’s breathless query draws him back into the moment. “You with me?”
Sam grips Dean’s back tighter, feeling the muscles shift under his hands. He lifts his head to meet Dean’s lips. The kiss is hot and messy and perfect.
“Yeah,” he answers when they part, “I just,” he sucks in a ragged breath as Dean thrusts in and drags against his prostate, “I missed you.”
“I know, Sammy,” Dean answers and Sam wishes he could take away the wrecked look in Dean’s eyes. He may not be whole anymore, but he wants his brother to be.
Dean’s rhythm starts to falter and he wraps a hand around Sam’s cock and pulls. Sam lets the sensation wash over him and revels in feeling something he thought was lost forever. And, just for a moment, he can forget all the secrets and lies and brokenness that clamor in his mind. Dean is here, alive, breathing in his ear and Sam can just be.
Author:
sophie_448Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 345
Warnings: SPOILERS for episode 4.01, wincest, somewhat graphic m/m sex, unbeta'd
Summary: A brief little missing scene from last night's premiere. Don't know how this one hit the cutting room floor. *g*
Secrets and lies . . . secrets and lies.
Dean moves inside Sam and all Sam can think about is all the things he’s not telling his brother. They’re as close as they can be, closer than he ever thought they’d be again and that’s the problem.
He was sure Dean wasn’t coming back. He did everything he knew to do and then he came up with a few more things, but none of it did any good. More than one demon had laughed in his face at the mere suggestion of making a deal. So he accepted that he was just going to have to live as this shell of a person. He went ahead and embraced his psychic abilities and did what Ruby wanted him to.
But now. Now Dean’s back and the world is the way it’s supposed to be again, like Spring after Winter. And Sam – well he’s supposed to be Dean’s Sammy again. But he isn’t. He wishes he knew how to get back, but he’s afraid that maybe pretending is the best he can do.
“Sammy?” Dean’s breathless query draws him back into the moment. “You with me?”
Sam grips Dean’s back tighter, feeling the muscles shift under his hands. He lifts his head to meet Dean’s lips. The kiss is hot and messy and perfect.
“Yeah,” he answers when they part, “I just,” he sucks in a ragged breath as Dean thrusts in and drags against his prostate, “I missed you.”
“I know, Sammy,” Dean answers and Sam wishes he could take away the wrecked look in Dean’s eyes. He may not be whole anymore, but he wants his brother to be.
Dean’s rhythm starts to falter and he wraps a hand around Sam’s cock and pulls. Sam lets the sensation wash over him and revels in feeling something he thought was lost forever. And, just for a moment, he can forget all the secrets and lies and brokenness that clamor in his mind. Dean is here, alive, breathing in his ear and Sam can just be.